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Tilts at Tables
My daughter spotted this in the finished soil pile.
She noticed his tail was nipped, although she was impressed with his articulating sceptre wrist.
I spied him in the bathroom today, looks as though he has been polished,
and claimed.
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A new chapter in the journey.
 

MostHigh

In Bloom
Hey friends, just checking in. I’m around but just dealing with some personal shit. Coming of 5 years of MAT treatment and it fucking suckssssssssss. I’m coming up on my 3rd week but the precipitated withdrawals are real. This is way worse than any street narcotic I’ve kicked before. I heard stories, but man this shit is hard. Im here for maintenance and admin stuff, but it’s gonna be a little bit before I have the energy to be updating this thread multiple times a day. Hopefully my brain starts making its own drugs soon, cause otherwise imma become a poppy farmer.
I hope and pray u will stay strong. I know that hurt firsthand. I have battled with opiate dependence for 15 years now and am currently on a slow taper at the clinic. I’m still over 100 a day and feel shitty almost every time I come down. I know one day soon I need to face that shit head on but I’m scared shitless. The only way out is through and the only thing that will bring relief is time or more dope. I believe u can do that shit and props on the balls to face that shit. People who have never been there can never understand the struggle. I pray u find the strength u need brother. Good luck and reach out to someone if u need to. Sometimes u just gotta lean on someone and share that hurt to be able to bear it. Best wishes and blessingz on high!!!
 

MostHigh

In Bloom
Yes, Ive tried thinking it would help, but it actually makes it worse. Unfortunately i think the only thing thats going to fix my brain is time. I have been taking some Kratom a couple times a day and it gives me relief i need to get shit done during the day.
I got the connect on the best kratom available. Thoroughly tested and no heavy metals or filler bullshit. I don’t take it personally yet but it’s on deck in my detox stash for when I finally kick. I’d be happy to give u some and believe I gots a plenty
 

jaguarlax

Tactical Gardener
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My daughter spotted this in the finished soil pile.
She noticed his tail was nipped, although she was impressed with his articulating sceptre wrist.
I spied him in the bathroom today, looks as though he has been polished,
and claimed.
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A new chapter in the journey.
Lol this is awesome it looks brand new. The scepter is the magic part, I’m not suprised it caught the eye of a tiny magician.
 

jaguarlax

Tactical Gardener
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I hope and pray u will stay strong. I know that hurt firsthand. I have battled with opiate dependence for 15 years now and am currently on a slow taper at the clinic. I’m still over 100 a day and feel shitty almost every time I come down. I know one day soon I need to face that shit head on but I’m scared shitless. The only way out is through and the only thing that will bring relief is time or more dope. I believe u can do that shit and props on the balls to face that shit. People who have never been there can never understand the struggle. I pray u find the strength u need brother. Good luck and reach out to someone if u need to. Sometimes u just gotta lean on someone and share that hurt to be able to bear it. Best wishes and blessingz on high!!!
I appreciate that man. Its helpful to hear that Im not the only one, even though I know the numbers here in the US are like 1/5 ppl are addicted to some form of opiates. Methadone is a different kind of animal. Maybe its because its synthetic, or perhaps they are straight up infusing demons in the shit. I suppose if I had to do it again I would make sure to taper all the way down to a couple of mg or so a day, I jumped off at 25mg and still paying the price 2 months later. I have conceded to taking Kratom daily which I am not really stoked about but I genuinely think its helping. It gets a little better each day so Ill keep plugging along.
 

JL2G

Jesse Loves 2 Grow
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I appreciate that man. Its helpful to hear that Im not the only one, even though I know the numbers here in the US are like 1/5 ppl are addicted to some form of opiates. Methadone is a different kind of animal. Maybe its because its synthetic, or perhaps they are straight up infusing demons in the shit. I suppose if I had to do it again I would make sure to taper all the way down to a couple of mg or so a day, I jumped off at 25mg and still paying the price 2 months later. I have conceded to taking Kratom daily which I am not really stoked about but I genuinely think its helping. It gets a little better each day so Ill keep plugging along.
The only way to eat an elephant is one bite at a time mang. ???
You got this brotha man. ???
Keep on keeping on that good road. ???
 
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