I hope and pray u will stay strong. I know that hurt firsthand. I have battled with opiate dependence for 15 years now and am currently on a slow taper at the clinic. I’m still over 100 a day and feel shitty almost every time I come down. I know one day soon I need to face that shit head on but I’m scared shitless. The only way out is through and the only thing that will bring relief is time or more dope. I believe u can do that shit and props on the balls to face that shit. People who have never been there can never understand the struggle. I pray u find the strength u need brother. Good luck and reach out to someone if u need to. Sometimes u just gotta lean on someone and share that hurt to be able to bear it. Best wishes and blessingz on high!!!Hey friends, just checking in. I’m around but just dealing with some personal shit. Coming of 5 years of MAT treatment and it fucking suckssssssssss. I’m coming up on my 3rd week but the precipitated withdrawals are real. This is way worse than any street narcotic I’ve kicked before. I heard stories, but man this shit is hard. Im here for maintenance and admin stuff, but it’s gonna be a little bit before I have the energy to be updating this thread multiple times a day. Hopefully my brain starts making its own drugs soon, cause otherwise imma become a poppy farmer.
I got the connect on the best kratom available. Thoroughly tested and no heavy metals or filler bullshit. I don’t take it personally yet but it’s on deck in my detox stash for when I finally kick. I’d be happy to give u some and believe I gots a plentyYes, Ive tried thinking it would help, but it actually makes it worse. Unfortunately i think the only thing thats going to fix my brain is time. I have been taking some Kratom a couple times a day and it gives me relief i need to get shit done during the day.
Lol this is awesome it looks brand new. The scepter is the magic part, I’m not suprised it caught the eye of a tiny magician.My daughter spotted this in the finished soil pile.
She noticed his tail was nipped, although she was impressed with his articulating sceptre wrist.
I spied him in the bathroom today, looks as though he has been polished,
and claimed.
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A new chapter in the journey.
I appreciate that man. Its helpful to hear that Im not the only one, even though I know the numbers here in the US are like 1/5 ppl are addicted to some form of opiates. Methadone is a different kind of animal. Maybe its because its synthetic, or perhaps they are straight up infusing demons in the shit. I suppose if I had to do it again I would make sure to taper all the way down to a couple of mg or so a day, I jumped off at 25mg and still paying the price 2 months later. I have conceded to taking Kratom daily which I am not really stoked about but I genuinely think its helping. It gets a little better each day so Ill keep plugging along.I hope and pray u will stay strong. I know that hurt firsthand. I have battled with opiate dependence for 15 years now and am currently on a slow taper at the clinic. I’m still over 100 a day and feel shitty almost every time I come down. I know one day soon I need to face that shit head on but I’m scared shitless. The only way out is through and the only thing that will bring relief is time or more dope. I believe u can do that shit and props on the balls to face that shit. People who have never been there can never understand the struggle. I pray u find the strength u need brother. Good luck and reach out to someone if u need to. Sometimes u just gotta lean on someone and share that hurt to be able to bear it. Best wishes and blessingz on high!!!
What are those fiberglass looking pots you are using?got some BBs cruising along. Z x Apples and bananas that starfire genetics sent me. Second pack in a row that has some really nice looking plants.
Thank you man, and thank you to everyone who has taken the time to comment or dm me over the last couple of months. Seriously you guys rock.All the best in your life journey jag.
The only way to eat an elephant is one bite at a time mang. ???I appreciate that man. Its helpful to hear that Im not the only one, even though I know the numbers here in the US are like 1/5 ppl are addicted to some form of opiates. Methadone is a different kind of animal. Maybe its because its synthetic, or perhaps they are straight up infusing demons in the shit. I suppose if I had to do it again I would make sure to taper all the way down to a couple of mg or so a day, I jumped off at 25mg and still paying the price 2 months later. I have conceded to taking Kratom daily which I am not really stoked about but I genuinely think its helping. It gets a little better each day so Ill keep plugging along.
Negative. There’s not really enough mass to wash these individually, I’m going to pick my two favs and run em again. I might take some lowers and run a bit of mason jar tek just to see what’s up, but they prolly wont get washed until next go around.Can't wait to see the extracts that makes. Have you done a test wash?
Idk what it is but that small but perfectly round nug in the center picture has got to be the best looking bud I’ve seen in awhile. It looks like a ?Getting close to the home stretch here
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Thank you! The center pic is one of my two Mimosa f2s from @HydroRedIdk what it is but that small but perfectly round nug in the center picture has got to be the best looking bud I’ve seen in awhile. It looks like a ?
Amazing shot bro!