Thanks Broke!
And...oh my God...that trip was pHucking amazing!!
It went better than I could have even imagined...
First handful of experiences with shrooms was with a half oz of Golden Teachers, which I absolutely loved! Everything, even the air around me was alive...breathing, moving, transforming, ever-changing, flowing...I was one with everything and it was beautiful!! Didn't feel much of a body high, if at all, it was all/mostly a visual/head high. Very easy going, enjoyable, visual (colors and shapes would come in waves and were constantly changing), and is a very, very giggly trip, for me anyway, that lasted for a good bit.
Then I got the Magnolias, 2 oz. Those hit a bit harder, but in a different capacity for me. Very heavy body high with some headiness in the mix. The visuals aren't nearly on the same level. Instead of the waves of colors, instead of everything moving, vibrating, and constantly changing/flowing. I would see random strips, or pixelation, of colors (very basic, red, blue, green) here n there, but they were stagnant, didn't move like with GT.
For example, it reminded me of when you have say dead pixels in your TV or monitor, a strip of dark dead pixels... Only that strip represents the extent of the colors/visuals I get from these. While watching movies people and objects appear to be staying more still but with like a radiating aura if that makes any kind of sense. Like my pupils were so dilated that everything looked fatter/wider... Radiated outwards...my hands damn near looked like balls of meat, lol! Very different from the GTs.
It's not a very giggly stone for me with this one...I actually found it strange and a bit disturbing from my lack of laughter and therefore overall enjoyment, honestly. Just kinda feel stuck for the most part. It also feels like I'm on the screen, in the scenes in the movie(s). It's really weird kinda, very heavy on the body... Most significant visual I remember having with these was after going pee, I flushed and the water in the bowl started getting closer and bigger and I was stuck in the bathroom and the toilette was overflowing and it wouldn't stop for quite a bit it felt...I was stuck in there ? All in my head, bowl didn't get bigger or overflow...
Well, last trip I had with these ones was a week after my accident on Cinco last month. I took a stronger dose than I typically have to date but, just slightly, not by much. I don't really remember enjoying much, if anything, about that trip/night. Honestly, it hit me like a ton of bricks... At it's peek my feelings and emotions just came pouring out and I felt extremely overwhelmed. I couldn't stop visualizing the lady laying in the street and feeling so much guilt and disgust with myself... Went to the fridge for idk what, grabbed the handles and then started squeezing and just couldn't let go. I'm no crier by any means, but I started balling my fucking eyes out and repeating the words "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" just over and over again for quite a while before I finally snapped out of it... Man, that was rough!
Then later that night while I was trying to sleep, I couldn't sleep and I couldn't stop clenching up for some reason. At one point, I felt like I couldn't breath and had to jump up and run outta my room just so I could breath again. I guess you can say that was my first 'bad' trip to date that night. So kinda lost interest at that point in doing these ones, or any for that matter for the time being...at least til I I'm in a better position,emotionally, which kinda sucks cause I still have almost a zip left.
Well, fast forward a bit, I am doing slightly better now, emotionally speaking, and came across this Ghost strain. I think I read somewhere that it was similar to GTs with the wavy visuals, but also very potent like APEs (which I have yet to try)...I love the wavy visuals, so that's what I was seeking in a new strain. So figured I'd give em a try. Honestly, I was a bit scared at first, but boy am I glad I went for it!
That was the cleanest most enjoyable trip I've yet to experience!! It was like the perfect mix of head/visuals and body high. It carries the giggly element, which is awesome ? I absolutely love laughing, it's my favorite!? But the visuals were much deeper and more complex, more depth, than GTs and oh my God they were so damn satisfying! Extremely hard for me to explain this one... It was f'n magical bro! It hits hard, not too hard, but hits just right? plus the explosion of colors/visuals when you close your eyes? absolutely loved it!
When I used the bathroom on these... ?
Instead of the bowl getting bigger and overflowing when I flush. As soon as I start peeing the bowl starts shrinking! ? First time I was like "hey, wtf, where's you going, I ain't done yet, come back, lol!" I giggled and pinched off by the time the bowl was at floor level with my feet and was only big/round enough to maybe fit my big toe in there, lol!! I didn't do it, lol, so I dipped out real quick before I fell in this Alice in Wonderland rabbit hole, haha! Then I had to go again later on, and same thing... I'm fully feeling it, peeking by this point, and it starts shrinking again, so I'm laughing my ass off now, it shrinks down, then inflated back to full size several times before I was finished... It was f'n hilarious!! Ahh, the little things in life? I had a great night to say the least! Then slept like a baby and I'm feeling great today!!
Sorry about the long winded ramble, it was just such an amazing experience I thought I'd share?
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