Raven's Nest

just gonna get this over with.

my family fight against the big C has begun. again. to make things double shitty, i just recently lost my day job, in what seemed to be a planned termination, at least to my smooth brain.

so this sucks. i have no mental energy left. the severe lack of funds for her op, and a comfortable 6 month recovery with resources are the major dilemmas. not making or prescribing any RSO for specific med reasons.

i'm gonna attempt to keep running tents until i can no longer stay here, which might be soon. with no paycheck, and the looming tens of thousands needed to survive the summer and the operation, not looking too hot.

as it was, my day job was only pulling just under FT hours, and minimum wage. I know my head is not there, at least in terms of breeding. was in the middle of sourcing more genetics, now i'm sleepless for 72 hrs at a time eating 1 meal a day.

k. thats enough of my pity party. hope everyone stays healthy and growing. this forum is one of the only spots left that allowed me to even keep my own name, let alone post without being censored and gaslit the entire time. respect.

and peace. :yinyang:
 
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