Thanks brother sorry for your loss ..yes its a rough watch and it's my second one in less then 2 years ..last one was the wifes mom .That's rough man, sorry for your loss. Watching someone suffer and struggle in everyday life is hard in and of itself... Especially when they can't walk or eat or go to the bathroom on their own, it's heart breaking to see. I was of course sad when my grampa passed earlier this past year but at the same time very relieved and happy that he wasn't suffering in pain any longer and is now in a better place. Keep your head up brother.