Diet, exercise and sleep are the three most important places to start.
I been depressed my whole life brother and I feel for you. Hopefully you can figure something out that works for you.
When I'm on a spell, eating and moving aren't easy things to do, all I do is sleep, for days sometimes. The sleep doesn't help either. The place I have to start is inside. Can't do anything until I decide I'm worth it.
That's where that little devil comes in. Figure I was born with him on my shoulder. He's been trying to ruin me ever since and he's the most ruthless little prick imaginable. When I was 2, I had a fascination with lighters and fire. I bet you can guess where that went. That devil been with me forever, been a non-stop train of disaster for 50 years. Seems I have to deal with him daily.
This has been a pretty recent revelation in my life, for me acknowledging it makes it a lot easier to kick those voices back down in the dirt where they belong.
Seems to be better for me mentally to believe I have a devil in my ear that to think I'm just an evil man and there's no hope for me. I can beat that devil, not so sure I want to beat myself up anymore, done that my whole life and it can't continue. When I can't come up with any motivation for some of the stupid, bad things I've done, what do you chalk it up to?
Caffeine can help. Shrooms and/or acid microdosed can help too.
I get why you'd recommend caffeine, can give you motivation to get up, but I'd have to disagree. That stuff is so addictive, it might not be deadly dangerous, but it changes your mood and thoughts. I lose all control, feel like superman when I'm on caffeine, literally like cocaine for me, get jittery, will not sleep at all. When it finally wears off, I feel like death, the urge to have more just so I might feel kind of normal is almost unbearable. Took some serious willpower to quit that drug, was the last drug that I quit before being drug free. Was easier for me to quit nicotine than caffeine.
One caffeinated soda and I'll regret it for 3 days. When regret starts up it's like fuel for that little devil. I've notice weed can sometime be a trigger too. Hopefully it'll keep getting easier to notice the negativity as soon as it shows itself.
My new outlook seems to be having an impact on my surroundings. Had a co-worker ask if I got laid a couple weeks ago, my mood has been better. I feel more in control.