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Dino Party said:
It is taking me for goddamn ever to get these seeds listed and packed up for @Bad Dawg . All I gotta do is go through the pics and identify whats what, attatch them to the emails with the discriptions (which are all complete btw) and packed up. Living by myself, doing everything by myself, really has eaten up a lot more of my time than I expected lmao. Everything will get done.
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Well if you lived closer I'd help package for sniffs. Shit I used to actually do that LOL.
 
Yeeesh! Got myself a nasty hard drug habit going while in a depression spiral, had to check myself in and fix all of that. Hope yall are doing well, i know I sure am now! Got some new pics and whatnot I'll be dropping in the near future as they get labeled and touched up and sorted through. Much love to everybody who reached out to me. Thank you.
 
I go to the Mall of America pretty frequently cause I just like to walk around with my headphones on and get a coffee, but I put up a few stickers in the entrance way where I usually park like a year ago, they sorta blend in and theyre still there. The cowboy worshipping the plant ones, on a black and white sign. you can tell a few people have tried to scrape them off to no avail. I'd add more but the stealth of it is great. I'll take a picture when I'm there next time.
 
Dino Party said:
Yeeesh! Got myself a nasty hard drug habit going while in a depression spiral, had to check myself in and fix all of that. Hope yall are doing well, i know I sure am now! Got some new pics and whatnot I'll be dropping in the near future as they get labeled and touched up and sorted through. Much love to everybody who reached out to me. Thank you.
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Good to see you back around. I'm sorry to hear about your struggles, but I'm happy to hear that you're doing better now. I deleted my IG page (technically it's not deleted until June 8) so I haven't been keeping up on what everyone is up to these days. Did you ever get your job back for flopping off those ICE douche bags?

My mom died back in April, totally unexpectedly, and I stopped giving a shit about everything plant or breeding related. I still have all of my cuts, but just stopped caring. I'm doing slightly better now, but am still pretty depressed, as you could imagine.
 
Dino Party said:
Yeeesh! Got myself a nasty hard drug habit going while in a depression spiral, had to check myself in and fix all of that. Hope yall are doing well, i know I sure am now! Got some new pics and whatnot I'll be dropping in the near future as they get labeled and touched up and sorted through. Much love to everybody who reached out to me. Thank you.
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I went through the same thing the last couple years and finally got better. I'm still mentally fucked but it's getting easier to deal with. Having to take pills to level me out sucks but at least they aren't pills I can abuse. Through it all I still never took a drink. 5 years on December 10th. Good to see you back and better. I probably would be better mentally if I had some inpatient but I'm stubborn and also have 2 special needs kids and zero external family support on either side so it would have made it impossible on my wife to leave for 1-3 months. The only thing that keeps me going is family, plants and this little community. I almost gave up on life while I was away from this place. The only folks I talk to in life besides in my house are right here.
 
jpockets420 said:
I went through the same thing the last couple years and finally got better. I'm still mentally fucked but it's getting easier to deal with. Having to take pills to level me out sucks but at least they aren't pills I can abuse. Through it all I still never took a drink. 5 years on December 10th. Good to see you back and better. I probably would be better mentally if I had some inpatient but I'm stubborn and also have 2 special needs kids and zero external family support on either side so it would have made it impossible on my wife to leave for 1-3 months. The only thing that keeps me going is family, plants and this little community. I almost gave up on life while I was away from this place. The only folks I talk to in life besides in my house are right here.
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I understand completly, thank you for your relating story. I'm so proud of you for not taking that drink, both you and I know that it wouldnt help anything. I do an outpatient program virtually, I'd highly reccomend looking into something like that if you still feel it would be helpful. They have options for when during the day, the frequency you attend, etc. I love this space and am so glad to have the capacity to be back contributing to it. It really helps me as well.

Ohwolfie said:
Good to see you back around. I'm sorry to hear about your struggles, but I'm happy to hear that you're doing better now. I deleted my IG page (technically it's not deleted until June 8) so I haven't been keeping up on what everyone is up to these days. Did you ever get your job back for flopping off those ICE douche bags?

My mom died back in April, totally unexpectedly, and I stopped giving a shit about everything plant or breeding related. I still have all of my cuts, but just stopped caring. I'm doing slightly better now, but am still pretty depressed, as you could imagine.
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I commented in your breeder page, but again, I"m so sorry for your loss. Losing a parent is one of the hardest things to endure on this planet, especially a loving, caring one. I went through that with my dad about 11 years ago. Please reach out if you want to just vent, chat, whatever. Love ya bro.
 
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