The Martyrs Den

Im so stoked. First time in 30 yrs growing in a stable environment. All day running the light at max with exhaust at 5. the room and tent stayd 76/77. Turned it down to 3 an the exhaust to 2 and took some readings. Set all the parameters on the controller and actually feeling.....unstressed, and more at ease than I've felt in a long time. With everything that's been taken and ruined in my life recently, I think this is the first time I've sat back on an exhale of smoke and reflection and said fk yeah. Let's Grow!
So happy to hear this man 👊
 
Ahhhh...fudge...the autos were duds. Back to the drawing board. Got some brothers Grimm and biscotti mintz beans soaking now. Tremors are getting worse already. The hardest part is overcoming the bitterness i have towards those that made this mess. Forgiveness is easy when there is a path of destruction laid for the future. Fact is, I can't make it 3 months without meds. First time in my life, I truly don't know what to do. Finish line is so far away and there's no road to get there.
 
Pretty aweso.e day! I hopped in my car and took a drive. Walked into a cool little greenhouse and was gi en some scissors. He had a few really nice bubbles blue, the smell....oh wow. Took some cuts from each, and then he showed me a few of his projects. And gave me a few cuts. I helped him do a few things around his yard and we smoked a bone of one of his projects. It tasted of honeydew melon, and a chemmy funk that blew me away. I stayed a few extra hours to make sure I was good to drive. First time I've taken more than a puff off a bowl in a while. So, I returned with a few bones, and some great cuts...oh, i got a cut of the smoke too! His smoke was already committed to patients so I was very grateful for a couple fatties to bring home. Steps forward today! Now I gotta get these rooted. 510.jpg
 

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