I think I need to smoke a bowl or two first, still a bit wound up from the work day.
May be a long one, grab a bud for yourself. ?
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Ok, much mo betta now. ?
Got my hippy hat on now, not feeling so high strung, just high. Lol.
It started out from a bro that had a connect up in Boulder for shrooms. We'd party, trip, have a great time etc and so on. Mid/late 20's timeframe, single, no kids, just me n the Chewy Dog.
This girl he knew grew them in aquariums, and they were always bang spot on hard hitters, and a consistant quality/potency. And I had the bro special pricing. Lol. $200 a qp my cost. ?
So it started with looking for that perfect trip, and a bit of delving into the whole I found God experience. Life was needing a direction. Lol.
Well when I was getting into the higher doses it was quite enlightening. Like being able to look at myself in third person, without my own internal walls creating conflict.
Does that make sense?
A lot of personal shit was dealt with, an understanding, forgiveness sort of thing, for myself and others.
When I was ongoing with it I was one day on, one day off. Work days I'd do the shot right when I got home, made dinnertime really weird sometimes. Lmfao.
In general I was a much more happy and successful person.
Got my head unscrewed, and put back on right. ?
Where I'm at now in life I feel I need some of those same things back again. Lol. Kinda feel stuck in a routine/rut/wtf moment in life. Need a bit of a mental reset if you will.
Told ya I recommended grabbing a bud to smoke, got a bit rambly there. Lol.
Did I even answer your question? Lmfao