Ya, I was maxi dosing. Lol. The average person/people that would trip with me on occasion could split an eighth and have a fantastic time. A whole eighth was a dope ass balls trip for em. Probably be where I'm at now. Lol.I was just talking microdosing bro lol. That's some serious consumption! I'm actually working my way up to the hero dose. I'm a little nervous and don't want to until I feel ready. I had a few bad ones on shrooms back years ago. Had a ten strip back in the day. Gave two to my cousin and ate the 8. Fried balls, did some crazy shit, cried at the end, but wasn't a scary experience. Mushrooms seem to get me more into scary territory so I have a healthy respect for them these days.
My go to back then if I was going to be out in public was about 6 grams, anything going above that I'd stay somewhere safe. Lol.
Exactly like that. You do better words than me.$6.25 per 1/8. LMAOOOOOOO a pint of IPA at a bar costs more ???
Yes. Loss of ego. Happened once for me. Learned a lot on that trip. Like the whole world folded up and fell, breaking into tiny pieces before my eyes. Literally and metaphorically. I knew who I was in the "real world" and looked at myself objectively. An overwhelming sense of fear and purpose meshed into one allowed me to see that what I did in life could ultimately dictate what would occur in "the next level" of consciousness whatever that may be. Smelling colors, hearing taste, touching sight. It was a sunny day on the beach so it was even more monumental. It was no longer just me - it was a collective energy.
Exactly. So hard to really put in words. How do you put the metaphysical into words.Thanks man. It's hard to describe in words. Sometimes I wish you could jack-in ala the matrix or do the total recall temporary implant so you could experience what someone else may be trying to articulate.
View attachment 3256
The too intense too look at, or listen to stuff I can relate. There was many a time that I had all the lights out, and silence in the fetal position on the bed. All the magic was going on in my head.Less than 2dry g of a panaeolus cambodgeniensis had me on the floor in the fetal position. I have a print of this still but its very old and has not germed in several attempts. This is one fruit I did not share with anyone, and I only share with experienced close friends anyway. I just couldnt handle feeling responsible after my journey.
As I layed on my side, unable to do anything else, the tiny bug I watched crawling across the hardwood, soon became a monsterous beast traversing a mountainous terrain. The wood grain ebbed and flowed, rising in waves to enormous heights. The cracks/seams between the planks became giant cravases. I truly felt i was in some Alien landscape. Its the only time when I not only saw my legs and body bending uncontrollably , but felt it as pain as well. Intense pain.
Without a doubt the most potent fungi per weight I have experienced. Scary, ego death, very introspective stuff. The visuals so strong I couldnt distinguish if my eyes were open or closed. Walking was done more by thought than physical movement. Was i really even walking? Hell I dont know lol.
Memories I didnt even know I had resurfaced, some good some bad. A full spectrum of emotions from crying, mourning, to outright ecstasy and joy.
Even music was too much to handle. Even my favorites, I couldnt comprehend, as the sound from the speakers was not was I was hearing.
It wasn't a "one with the universe" type experience for sure. Not a bad trip, but I was so far out there,at times I wasnt sure I would return.
Unlike Cubes or Psilo Cyans, pans tend to give me a headache on come down and the day after.. Strange as the other two work wonders for migraines at microdose.. or larger
Might hit some jars with spores later today. Put some colonized jars to h.poo/coir substrate in a mono tub as well.
Do a little instructional description of how and whats being done.
Its interesting hearing y'alls experiences and thoughts. Enjoy, but be safe!
Like you say, memories that I didn't even remember coming up, but in a safe feeling space I was ready to deal with.
None of them were ever scary for me, it's actually what I was after. Lol. That other world experience. ???