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[DreamsOfDiesel]

vegas run, yesterday. didn't have much time.
ran all over n/e vegas... lake mead... took side streets through to Henderson... not one green cross, did i see. i meant to check out seeds of the locale. notta one.

as i look at my girls, today and had to excuse myself to vomit, after what I've let my grow sink to... because the weekly flushes freak me out, and sometimes get let go, for over a month, now... i might look to novice strains, after these most recent pops because I'm just to mental, now, to put in the time and while i actually like the recent results of neglect... seeing my plnts suffer for a week, before i address their symptoms, pisses me off... this ain't a choice, for me. i think cannabis plants are amazing; beautiful and i mean down to a chick gettin wet because she's horny, trying to extend life... the parallels to the human anatomy are breathtaking... so it upsets me to have to look at em for ruining my lovely g's commercial xmas... the stress of flushes, i never enjoyed doing, send me into schizo episodes... so because I'm capable and u know- actually love the idea of creating strain combinations and oil combinations it's conceivable nobody's done, before.... y'all know this appeals to me/we... it's a love hate, thing and i am at my wits end over seeing deficient ladies.
i ocd defoled, today... again...
sigh...
i mean, i went in there, to take pics, loathe, the chlorosis... meant to decide about transferring seedlings, or culling and basically... grabbed coffee and ran outside.

my journals are meant to track my grow, my schizophrenia progression, speak to people, listen to their inspiring stories and share their achievements, struggles... lives...
i mean to link people with needs, with those whom have surplus; hopefully local charities, globally... but even my story, evolves and has become something more... linking knowledge across pot, peer platforms, without disturbing the population, of each site.
i track my pot experiments and discoveries, as well as the people who share theirs, with we... and plop em on my threads.


for example, the last few days, I'd been approached by a light sponsor, with a 2-500watt, entry level light and nothing in the r&d department, to offer.... this, does not appeal, to me. I'd crawled up the bum of their tech and they could do better; they have nothing to offer me. i made suggestions.

i also put forward a list of names of people we commonly see, helping in triage. just because they have thousands in lighting, does not mean a skilled, altruistic grower, does not mind, a 9sf expansion op, to help advance our tech... and just because a grower, is a rookie, or low budge... does not mean they can't make miracles, by noon... so i tried to line up a sales rep, with a dedicated, grower.

i saw the rep, who may, or may not have been legit, publically shamed, over tech they were willing to support our people with. it's a rare enough thing, to see a sponsor, much less one, with their wallet open, to help us.
i had my own thoughts and did not list them, publicly. just because one has a good thing goin, with their lights, does not mean there is no place for entry level lightning. and adjustable led, with solid state heat sync... we didn't have those, ten years ago... 20yrs ago... we want to call it chinese crap, but seek samsung because they're so made in the usa u can't even buy their stock, without an application to japan. so let's not look gift weed in the mouth. you don't like what a sponsor is offering, on the cuff... pm them. don't chase them from the sites. we need to work with the companies who support us and TELL THEM... what do we need...
don't expect the light of the heavens, to beam from your gorilla... without them... where did a starter light get the adjustable intel? how is it affordable? not because a prevailing wage company in silicon valley made it in the usa. it's upsetting.
i run into this, speaking to pain managers, surgeons n pharmacists... because the dea insists on the exclusion/separation... like a drug dealer, askin a judge, what they need from us... and if we chase off sponsors, willing to subsidize us, trying to help those we love, on their death beds... what's that make us?
we r no better... no worse, than anyone else. please, keep it in mind. thank the sponsors and let's do our best to keep them from having to spend the time n payroll, finding the right people to represent them, well... and perhaps if we save em a week's payroll and aggravation in doing so... they'll be able to afford to sponsor another grower; possibly you... possibly me.
think about it... we get a noob, with a whim, humping the leg... or we present awesome candidates, we know won't take advantage of their generosity and will benefit from the introduction. what happens next?
this is what one refers to, as a rapport. perhaps one developes a trust... do we think they don't have examples of what their tech can do, without we... so when their r&d department has a new concept, with tech we cannot buy, yet, at any price... what is it we feel the vendor, desires? daily pics, of what their current, gettable line can do? or a concept car which needs test driving and time laps pics so when they roll out next year's model... it already has, examples...
and this light, the wealthiest and most diy handy of us could not afford, nor construct... perhaps has a new test model... so b cool to our mods, our sponsors... our people, on a global scale. our bedridden loved ones, cannot afford for us to be so... cavalier.

I felt the sting on that when I read comments the other day, he came across harsh, dont think he meant it personal tho. I coulda used cheapie light for pollen collecting but it unnecessary at the moment & got too much going on with work, living situation & him, getting ready to take that job few hours south & tell ol boy to drink himself to death without me, you can only help those willing to help themselves

 

[DreamsOfDiesel]

I felt the sting on that when I read comments the other day, he came across harsh, dont think he meant it personal tho. I coulda used cheapie light for pollen collecting but it unnecessary at the moment & got too much going on with work, living situation & him, getting ready to take that job few hours south & tell ol boy to drink himself to death without me, you can only help those willing to help themselves

Is it any wonder I cant stand alcohol? lol legal & ruining lives all over, same with cigarettes (yes I smoke)

 

[jaguarlax]

vegas run, yesterday. didn't have much time.
ran all over n/e vegas... lake mead... took side streets through to Henderson... not one green cross, did i see. i meant to check out seeds of the locale. notta one.

as i look at my girls, today and had to excuse myself to vomit, after what I've let my grow sink to... because the weekly flushes freak me out, and sometimes get let go, for over a month, now... i might look to novice strains, after these most recent pops because I'm just to mental, now, to put in the time and while i actually like the recent results of neglect... seeing my plnts suffer for a week, before i address their symptoms, pisses me off... this ain't a choice, for me. i think cannabis plants are amazing; beautiful and i mean down to a chick gettin wet because she's horny, trying to extend life... the parallels to the human anatomy are breathtaking... so it upsets me to have to look at em for ruining my lovely g's commercial xmas... the stress of flushes, i never enjoyed doing, send me into schizo episodes... so because I'm capable and u know- actually love the idea of creating strain combinations and oil combinations it's conceivable nobody's done, before.... y'all know this appeals to me/we... it's a love hate, thing and i am at my wits end over seeing deficient ladies.
i ocd defoled, today... again...
sigh...
i mean, i went in there, to take pics, loathe, the chlorosis... meant to decide about transferring seedlings, or culling and basically... grabbed coffee and ran outside.

my journals are meant to track my grow, my schizophrenia progression, speak to people, listen to their inspiring stories and share their achievements, struggles... lives...
i mean to link people with needs, with those whom have surplus; hopefully local charities, globally... but even my story, evolves and has become something more... linking knowledge across pot, peer platforms, without disturbing the population, of each site.
i track my pot experiments and discoveries, as well as the people who share theirs, with we... and plop em on my threads.

I have a bit of a stash with some of the gear have been running lately... All of it easy enough to run in unforgiving conditions...like my closet sauna... Just let me know if ya see something ya like and Ill get it out to you. Have you considered soil instead of incessant water meddling?

 

[DreamsOfDiesel]

are u serious? the first one u listed?!!! i hope it's the place u wanted most!
yeah, diesel is pist. the guy went the wong way about it.
I'm no better. i shyt on mosh's mars rep, ur buddy, over same.
I'm different, now.
diesel was cool about it.
it looks like imma pimp for them. i just meant to link the have, with a talented have not. obviously, i won't go from 2200 burnin, to 200... so... but i did give ur name.
they r supposed to approach the site, first... a right n wong way to go about things. I'd asked diesel about em, day one. i assume he took a couple days, with the mrs n pups and missed my shopping for a match for em cause we all turned em down.
i figure there's no love lost between u, but u know i love the lil bastard.

I have no problem with 1d1 lol, stop thinking that, it was l.... that I had issue with, for fks sake lol

 

[DreamsOfDiesel]

who's thighs don't touch, when she walks... i bet ur hips have that natural swagger, too. ur beautiful, inside n out. know it. own it. suitors beware... don't come, light. look out, world! there's about to b a cougar on the loose!

Lol, single much easier, think imma be done after this 1, 2 long terms that dont end well is enough for me in 1 life lol

 

[DreamsOfDiesel]

And no this 1 wasn't my 1st choice, it was last due to moving being required but I think that might be a plus now. A friend of a friend owns the 1 down south & has been trying to get me to give home samples to give to his friend for like a month now, taking him some samples tonight. I'll do what i have to do

 

[DreamsOfDiesel]

wasted piece of ass

go get some strange

i hate to c a good woman go to waste.

i hope u find happiness

whatever door u open

or close

whatever makes u happy

i support 100%

i just farted

how can u not b smiling

nothing more beautiful than

a person

when their eyes, forehead rumple

squint

belly jiggles

dimples pop

nothing more beautiful than eyes, standing before a smile n belly laugh.
ur goona do so great

i don't think you'll have a choice, but to carry a switch

to beat off ur admirers with

to remain

in a quiet home

solo

rockin out to the 80s

Dont worry bout me, I'm still friends with beneficial people, just no benefits when involved in relationship lol

 

[DreamsOfDiesel]

ain't tryin too hard

unhappy with 2 strains i chose

will let these stew n cloner

see difference in light lvl intended

and how to cheat

closer

how'd u do with those roots, dod

i remember u were cloning

how many days til u got em?

i remember i think

u were a lil hostile

on day 6

waving ur renowned strains in front of me

like a steak in front of a dog

reminding me of what i don't have

batt died

gotta retake pics

Think I remembered gels wrong, most of clonex clones have baby roots goin on while Olivia clones just stare at me doing nothing. Day 10 now I think, cut some skunk & og clones but just stuck em in water, they'll mostly eventually root that way, takes longer but ain't gotta do anything but check water in cup & gnats cant eat roots that way (unless there's a new kind with gills)

 

[DreamsOfDiesel]

Dont worry bout me, I'm still friends with beneficial people, just no benefits when involved in relationship lol

And yes I know I'm such a dude for being a straight chick lol

 

[DreamsOfDiesel]

remember

and i read these

and they work 100% for me

by ten days

the gel

mixed with saliva, cinnamon, pure natural honey... stirred back to gel consistency.
i know the spray heads, eventually take it off, but it works

it's simple sugars and inoculants

willow water is on that list

i just never had easy access

those angry bitches who won't speak to u... maybe resnip a millimeter off the stem bottom n redip... worst case- they continue to ignore u.

I've redipped & dipped before, cant in middle of "experiment" tho. Thanks, thought it was you with honey